Christmas time is a very hard time. Our first Christmas was extremely hard. As time goes by you start to think, how or what can we do to make Christmas special and include heaven on earth. I personally put up 100's of Christmas lights up outside so heaven can see us. To let them know that we love and miss them. each year I try to add more lights. This is my special way to deal with Christmas. A special gesture to remind us of our loved ones in heaven.