The Fourth of July and week following was tough. As I look back now I can see that, but when I was in the middle of it it felt like a never ending pit. A lot of little things rolled together to make one big pile of yuck.
- The 4th marked Nathan's fourth month in heaven... makes me cry yet today to realize I have been without him for so long.
- The mail a parent never wants to receive finally came... a child's death certificate.
- We went to pick out a monument for Nathan.
That was a lot of yuck over 10 days that made me feel like I just couldn't do this anymore. I can look back now and see how God was with us, but in the midst of it I sure did struggle. I could force myself to focus and do the daily things that needed to be done, but the crash always came. Please continue to hold us in prayer.
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